Freaky me

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sometime i felt headaches. i don't know why. and i don't know what cause it. it hurts and bothering. And i really hate my midterm test result. OK, i mean my English score, it's disgusting mire than Robbert Pattinson, yuck! i hate being like this, use my mask everywhere, lie to everyone, being a good girl. I lie everybody include myself, it sucks. i never try because i know i'll never get the result but there's a little sound from the deepest place in my heart that said "please, don't give up. there's a way for you." i don't know what it means but it made me happy, i know there someone that always be here, side of me. In my deepest feelings. And i know, my dreams always keep me fly, keep me feel what happens in the real world. it comes when i need it, it leave me when i scream when i mad. and let me get out bad feels out from my soul. Then it comes again and make me happier. I'm a superstar, everybody love me. I know it, i'm the most fav star in dreamworld. i made dreamworld colorful, i open up some happiness, i felt the river with chocolate and breed the forest with candies. i changed clouds color, made it never rains. and i really happy for that. this is the worst I've ever think to post. hope there's no one read it. Because i wanna to publish this.